So before I go to bed again. I woke up to go to the bathroom. I picked up my phone &’ my mind &’ heart started racing. Ideas like Bella &’ the house we are gonna have rushing through my head. Fast forwarding our life to when we have that curly haired little princess running through the house laughing because daddy is chasing her &’ mommys in the kitchen making her food for lunch. That’s a vivid image that runs through my mind every night before I go to bed. With all the air that I take in not nearly enough can explain how deeply I’m in love with you. Night babe.